Every night, before i close my eyes,
tears streams down my cheek,
i had to cry myself to sleep to feel better.
When i fall asleep, it is then the only time that i can see you,
and i don't want to wake up because it hurts so badly to know that you're not around.
I watched Grey's Anatomy yesterday night coz it was on Star channel,
before it ends, Grey said this:
"Sometimes you can just let guard down, you do not necessarily need to be tough always...."
"It's now that i feel safe with myself and that i am not ready to give it up just like that......"
I'm only human hence i allow myself to cry and to feel what it is like to be left alone again.
I'm so tired of being ditch over and over again as if i'm worth nothing at all.
This time is was my fault, i was at wrong.
I think i should really reflect on myself and change myself for a better.
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