My reflective biography

Falling and breaking down,
This is what happens to me,
I shut myself away from everybody,
Trying hard to be completely oblivious about what's going around me,
I build walls surrounding me as i thought it'll protect me,
This is my reflection,
It was my greatest stupidity for shutting myself away from the world,
I've missed out a lot,
While others are evolving,
stuck in time,
Lost and stranded,
Hoping someone would come and save me,
To my realization,
Only you can help yourself,
Time and patience is what's all about,
Easy said then done,
I was so caught up with myself until i neglect others,
I'd admit that i am not strong,
And i am ashamed of not being one myself.

A thOught

But because there are things that are pulling me back,
OTHERWISE
I would go to the end of the world shouting how much 143,
and show you how much you meant to me.
You deserve better.
And i would like to prove it to you.