Some was cheering on the behalf of our country's hero who got a silver medal for the Olympic,
While some are crying on the behalf of a lost life,
As for me, I am still wallowing on losing someone whom I liked very much.
All the above that has been mentioned plays a very heavy emotion.
A friend posted how do you deal with losing someone close to you?
I commented "Duno". It is certainly going to be the toughest moments for anyone and to be honest i don't even dare to think about it.
Seeing someone go or losing someone is bad enough already, let alone having someone close to you die and never to come back would be a disaster.
My has this pinch ever since he bid his good bye.
It has been worse knowing that he has someone else already.
Though I logically think that I should let him go since he has always been a douche bag,
i cant explain why am i feeling the way that i am feeling right now.
It is as if something is missing, incomplete and i am very much shaken up.
Only God can keep me together and alive.
I dun love him but what is this, why do i feel this way?
I guess i should not get myself into any relationship.
I dont think i can handle it. Not now and perhaps not never.
